In 2006, they hit me with the crucifix
Told me my feelings were a sin, oh here we go again
They hauled me off to church, hoping that it would make a change
But all it really showed me, is that the world can be a real cruel place

And In 2008, those feelings moved away
I didn’t want to be in love, so I started taking drugs
And it got in my head, that I was better off dead
But my friends numbed me up and showed me alcohol instead
Another shot down…

In 2009, I drank more than all the time
Parties every single weekend, I was anything but fine
And I tried to get better, but they said “Just one more line”
Why deal with your problems, when you can get fucked up every night?

And in 2010, It all started over again
I lost someone close to me, as close as anyone could be
And I didn't ever sleep, because I swear I heard him breath
I think me and the sky are done, because someone took away my sun…
It doesn't shine anymore…

And in 2012, I escaped four years of hell
Then I slowly realised, it would be like this my whole life
Most of my friends were gone, but my music made me stay
But pretty soon I lost all faith and flew, off, to, L.A.
And I got fucked… And came right back…

It’s been two years since then, and here I sit with my pen
It’s still a daily struggle, to find a reason to live
I have my pretty words, and the stories that they tell
But I can’t help but bite my lip, when I say my friends are for sale...