And the room is breathing, it never stops
We’re medicated every time we talk
Yeah, we’re killing ourselves, up on this hill
There’s a hole in my arm that never healed
And we’re hiding under, your pool deck
Where she showed us the bruises on her neck
Said you sold the whole bag to a couple of strangers
Who are calling your phone, but we don’t have the time

Take my head off at the door
I don’t want to think anything, anymore
Just give me those drugs, that love in a vial
To stop my brain from functioning for a while

Kiss my chest, while I'm numb on the bed
Said I was always something you could never get
And I tried to speak, but I couldn't talk
Never much I could do to make things stop! Stop, stop stop stop

When we tried to lie, it came out terribly
Tell your parents why you threw up in the street
We all begged, and did nearly everything
For those chemicals that fucked with our dreams
And Brooke, she said, “Don’t let me sleep with him”
But I lost my grip and she found his bed
Will you forget this, all those things we did?
These will all just be stories when High School ends!

Leave my heart out on the floor
I can’t feel emotions, what were they used for?
I need smoke in my lungs, a new pair of lips
Tracing my stomach with their finger tips

And we’ll lose ourselves, till we puke again
Take a detox walk to the gas station
Where we’ll meet them there, we’ll get in their car
Start the cycle over, how far is too far?